Lunch Conversation

I met up with a friend this afternoon for lunch.
I was actually already on my way to the bank when she called. So we agreed to meet after i finish my stuff at the bank. But when I got to the bank, the crowd was too huge so I ended up abandoning the whole task.

Had lunch with her at Coffee Bean. I hardly see her esp after she got married and now with a small little boy. Sorry to say but i totally despise the husband. Totally china pek and very condesending type of person.

First thing she says was, eh you ever think about living the country? I guess thats whats on everyone's mind. She plans to migrate when her child is bigger. Hmmm..

I guess thats understandable esp with all the negative publicity lately.

How i really feel.... has changed alot.. but thats a story for next time...

TAR Asia

Eh... i am glad that the two filipina gals are eliminated. WHY? SO BIMBO lah..
Talk about make up lah how they look lah.. please lah. Diggin sand also ask if its SEXY. Aiyoh gives such a wrong impression of women...
Not like they are so hot anyways..

Glad they got booted out.

But i was kinda disappointed that the other filipina couple got booted out 2 episodes ago.... I would think they would have done well but unfortunately just unlucky this time.

Staring

Of late I realized that Malaysians are quite a rude lot. Well maybe all the while they have been but just that this staring bit is getting to me.

This had been happening quite alot lately and it sort of upset me.
I was at sushi king the other day, having lunch. There was this lady - supposely rich looking, with diamonds and what not and her 3 boys. I was seating alone eating (yes I do eat alone most of the time) and suddenly she was talking loudly on the phone. I just went on eating my food and suddenly i looked up and saw her staring at me and somemore juling juling wor. What the F?

Not like i knwo you!
Then yesterday during lunch time, I decided to get a new pair of shoes, as I just managed to kill the long life warts on my pinky toe. THANKS to Verrumal (and the pharmacist from watson that recommended it to me after the faield Duoflim). I was walking minding my own business like always and this girl walking infront of me just blatantly stared at me?? WHAT THE H? I don't even know you BIATCH.

malaysians should learn how to look more discretely without getting off as STARING rudely.

Piss me off man....

On the lighter note, I decided to indulge abit and bought myself a ninewest shoes. Its covered since heresay goes, office will be implementing strict rules on dressing pretty soon. And I just weighed myself, even after the monthly water retention period... I am still lighter by 2 kgs. YAHOOOO.... 3 more KGS to go....

But why ppl say they can't see the difference ah.. DARN!

What a Monday

Today is such a weird day...

As usual, on Sunday night my monday blues would have already set in. But yesterday I was just too tired to even think. I hit the sack and didn't wake up until 5.30am.

I got to work and at 9am they had some briefing on some revised benefits. Ok.... since I am single it doesn't affect me that much. But in some ways it much better than the current one we have. These changes will take effect comes Jan 1st

So half a day was pretty much gone.

Then about 4.30... Big Boss had to come over and check on the thing she asked me to do.. Hey.. i am an adult been in the working world for 10 blinking years. Show a little trust lah. Anyways... you know why it pisses me off. Coz she does that Every bloodee single day since she gave me the assignment!!!! And then around that time too i got a new ticket on an issue they had on last friday!!! and I am suppose to find out the root cause of the disk full issue when the disk had been cleared by second level and machine rebooted. Syslog gone!!!!!! Audit file truncated to make space!!!! How to troubleshoot... Pea brain.

GRRRRRRRRRRR

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

On a lighter note.... I did lose weight.. hahaha!!!!! i can feel it!!!! yahooo..
What did I do ? absolutely nothing!!! except freaking stressed at work and... eating less for breakfast and less for dinner... but still... not very healthy diet tho'

hopefully in Dec when I start my plum diet.. I will lose more weight... clear out all the toxins from my boday! hahahaha...

Darn, I am so not looking forward to going to work. Tonite I have read a bunch of documents... on things I have no clue about. Thats what happens when you Big B tries to show off! Volunteering to do stuff and then just dump the stuff to the lower level..

Shoes

Here are two pairs of shoes which i bought in SG in June.
I bought 3 pairs from Charles and Keith and have already worn all of them. The purple one i wore for the first time today. Its comfy... I love Wedges.... :P




I am making a trip to SG again next month. I am going to do the one day Novena. Novena usually spans for 9 weeks but this time I am doing all 9 in one day!!!! hehehee. Well my main novena is of course to pray for a good husband * muahahhahahaa* besides other things. Well I will try to squeeze in some shopping time. hmmm.. Get the gold card READY!

25th silver Jubilee

Today we celebrate the 25th Silver Jubilee of Choice Malaysia. Choice is a single adult ministry that I used to be active in. Imagine... its been like 3 years or more i haven't been active in this ministry. To show my support today I went for the Jubilee mass and tonite we will have a dinner. The ticket for the Dinner is quite pricey but they claim 30% goes to charity. Which charity - that I yet to get the answer.

Anyways.... Its funny how certain things just have impact on us for a short span of time. so many weekends has gone by for choice. Each year choice holds about 2-3 weekends - stay in weekends. My weekend was held at a convent in cheras. Anyways.. its kinda sad to see that the church wasn't even half full. Even the front portion of the church ain't full. Each pew if there were people seating, holds only 2-3 people.

Seems to me after each weekend, everyone seemed to be so charged and as time goes by, the battery just runs out.

One thing that strike me which the priest said to day is to pray for all the singles out there and asked us to have peserverence and faith. coz with these two things, God will open up the doors in His time.

When the priest asked us to close our eyes and pray whats in our hearts. I pray to God to give me the strength to peservere and to have stronger faith in Him.

Faith to me seems like a rollercoster ride and has been for years!!! Its ups and downs... just makes me have a headache sometimes.

Future

In couple of weeks time, I would have been in the current company for 2 years already. I still remember my 1st year, i thot that I could never be able to survive past 1 year. And its gonna be 2 years. Time sure flies.

No, this entry is not about how happy I am. Its just me thinking about my future here in this company. I think if I am not one who prays 5 times a day, i am basically am facing a very bleak future.

We have 2 big shots visting this week in our team. Manager of our division. He is nice and so is the submanager of the group which I belong to. They are do freaking different from the local managers.

I am not sure what my future holds here. Increment is like peanuts... and if you are not of the right color, don't harap to get much lah. When I mean not much i really mean not much. I have heard people who gotten RM50 before.. WA that such big motivation ain't it?

Besides being someone of the right skin.. i am also not that type who suck up ,not an arse kisser for sure.

This company really focus alot of visibility. Even if you talk cock, to them thats still visibility. Bodoh rite? DARN bodoh..

Anyways... thinking about waht should I do next.

aint young no more... move or stay ... and be an anlyst till retirement.
So disheartening.

I can't even afford to buy my own house and thinking about buying a new car, i have think over 100X.

Stinker....

What A Day!

Today I had made an appointment with a friend - to meet her at around 3.30pm.
After lunch, I decided to take a short nap. And right around 2pm, it started to rain cats and dogs. So i sms'ed her informing her that i might not be able to make it coz its raining very heavily - a STORM. But after around 45 mins she sms'ed back saying that she would wait for me. I waited for the darn rain to at least subside and then drove out.

As you might already know, when it rains the traffic gets really bad as the irrigation system here is kinda bad. So expect flash floods. True enough when I past the first toll, on my right the water has risen up so high that it had over flowed to one section of the road. So 1 lane was closed and only 2 lanes were accessible. Cars were crawling.

I made it there and this friend of mine is kind of a dependent sort. She doesn't drive so every opportunity she has, she will make that other person be her driver. Took to whereever she wanted to go and then grabed something to eat and drove her back.

OOOOO the way back was worse. Way way before the toll to my home, the jam has already started. Crawling all the way. After about 45 min of crawling, and as I neared the toll, on my right i could see those RELA officers and the fire brigade. And ambulances... ooo apparently the water rose up so high till most of the road was covered and i could debris on the road like wood, etc. i could also see a bunch of ppl... at the shoulder of the road, i guess they had to be removed form their homes due the rising water. Horrible day huh.

Without the Rain we suffer the hot and haze, with the rain, we encounter flash floods. There is just no escape is there.

I got home.... changed into comfy clothes and at 9pm finally able to catch the second episode of Take5 - USA. It felt good that no one is fightin with me for the remote - I could watch whatever I wanted. :P this is becoz my dad has gone outstation for a wedding dinner and the little brats have been shooed to the room to sleep hehehee..

Then I was surfing channel and saw that AXN - Amazing Race Asia was on.. ooooohhhh GREAT. Missed the 1st episode on thursday and have been wondering whther they have any replays, finally saw it.. wowowowowow

What a DAY!....

Started up so-so, then abit of upheavel and ended just well :) SWEEEETTTTT

Family

Today I read at a radio station website about how this local comedian is a single mom and from the looks of the baby, looks like its adopted.

so she is a single mom. this brings out what once a friend said to me, that if i don't get married I could always adopt a child.

Here's my view on this. I totally believe in having the true family structure. Meaning the child should have a father and mother. I believe there is a term for this but that slips my mind at the moment.(esp after the war at work which is still ongoing which is darn tiring). If under some forseen circumstances, one of the parent has to exit from this world due to natural causes than I guess its unavoidable that one has no choice but be a single mom. I am not talking about those who choose to indulge in sexual activies before marriage and end up knocked up and having to be a single mom. Becoz they had a choice and they made their choice.

But I am talking more on the area where a lady who has reached a certain age and decided to adopt a baby so that her life would be complete. Maybe its a very nobel thing to do. But I strongly feel that that child should have a mother and father to grow up complete.

But of course that just my opinion.
I would want my child to grow up in a wholesome family environment.
But i do understand the feeling of inadequate having no children or husband at a certain age. Believe me that thought goes thru my mind each day without fail.

But all I can live on is Hope and mercy from God.

Killer Heels

Today my co-worker wore this to work. Something she acquired in Dallas.
So high leh.... how she walk ah. Furthermore, she is a tall person. like above 5'5" below 6' i think.



Turns heads everywhere she went. And she was wearing like a mini.
hmm.. no wonder HR is coming up with dress code.. kekekeke

Holly Crap

Today was a totally bad day.
Firstly after sending an email as commanded, i get an email back from boss saying that i need to improve on my email communication skills. To avoid recycles. WHAT THE F?

Secondly we had a war btwn ops and TS. Shit! Boss raised voice.. the other boss also raised voice. I was shocked... so unprofessional but at least my boss stood by the team!!!!!

One brownie point for her.

Totally scary. Now i dunno how both teams can work together from now on. It would be so awkward......

Pray for me lah, i get to move out from this shit team.

on a happier note. I have been connected for 1 hour and broadband seems ok. Pray its permanently fixed.

wow look at her sing.....

check this out.

sorry ah.. dunno how to embed the youtube thingy in here. hahahahhaa

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sn8sXphXjeE

Investing in Technology

With research and innovation moving so fast, I wonder if its worth while investing in technology?

I bought my digital camera about 2years+ now..... and.... its probaby worth not much now. I would like to upgrade my camera as the one i have now, its not that great and also the interval btwn takes is kind slow. But then I don't want to just discard it like that. Stil $$$$.

Hence I was wondering whether there is anyway I am trade in this camera? Anyone knows?